Category Archives: amends

Forget you

… i want, as if you were never born, as if we wouldn’t have met. i am numb, i am sad almost all the time and i miss you. i miss the possibility of us together. i miss your wits, … Continue reading

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fail. you are good enough.

today a grandmother scolded her 7yo in front of people getting on the bus. he stumbled in a dump in the pavement and almost dragged his grandma with him. ‘you stupid. do you see how stupid you are! … ‘ … Continue reading

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a murit sora mamei mele

sunt nesimtit. nu simt nimic. nici compasiune, macar pentru mama care a fost foarte apropiata de sora ei mai mare. astept sa vad cum va reactiona mama in zilele si saptamanile urmatoare. avand in vedere ca de zece ani traieste … Continue reading

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amends with my father

Dear Dad, I am writting you this letter because i want to make amends with you.I hope it finds you well and in Heaven. I hope God took you from here because he really needed a very good engineer up … Continue reading

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amends with my grandfather

i used to hate you deeply like the ocean hates the land and everything on it.you were authoritarian, insensitive, fake, fearful. i hated everything you wanted me to do, the way you wanted me to do it. i feared you … Continue reading

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amends with my fling

dragul meu, intai, trebuie sa sti ca am decis sa repostez povestea mea cu tine si dialogul de pe gayromeo. consider ca este cinstit asa. nu exista motive pentru care ar trebui sa fac o exceptie in acest caz, al … Continue reading

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I love you, dragul meu

EU what do you say we get together. not to talk. i don’t want to talk. your venue. and if you don’t, at least let me ‘hear’ from you the magic words “i never want to hear from you again”. … Continue reading

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o scrisoare. simpla.

Sti ce nu am inteles? Ce ai sperat sa obti de la mine facand sex cu mine si apoi cand m-ai cautat din nou in ianuarie (parca)? Ca bani nu ai cerut, dragostea mea nu ai vrut-o iar un acoperis … Continue reading

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