why I can not fall in love

… for real. I think it is impossible given my nature and all. I sometimes daydream of my man, how would he look like, what I would love so much about him, his hair and body, his demeanor, the looks in his eyes…
I wish it would happen today.
Thing is that he must love me back and more. Wonder, who would love me? Basically it is impossible to find the One. I think that we actually never find the One. Think, what are the chances? One in a million would be very good, I’d say. Or maybe I am too pessimistic…
who would I love? who would love me?

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