About a relationship

… or something like that, that I experimented about two month ago.
by some weird coincidence i got to meet this 23 yo. we drunk beer, he a bit more than me and we kissed and we fucked. actually he fucked me in the ass a few times. i faked the orgasm. then i became so uncomfortable with his lame tv jokes that i could not get. so i said i did not want so see him anymore. not even as a friend. this is in a nutshell my 7 days attempt at a relationship. well, it was also the insult at my skills as a top. or the joblessness and lack of trying to find a job. but it is over now. nothing gained, nothing lost.