‘i want to make a change, for once in my life. it’s gonna feel real good, gonna make a difference, gonna make it right.” [from man in the mirror]
i know i need to make a change. a very difficult one. i need to return to what i should have been if everything would have gone right. i need to be me, mature, responsible and aware. i need to be very aware. i need to live.
thus, i decide for myself to be different, to do things differently, to free myself, to allow myself to be me, to allow myself to feel the joy and the pain and take chances on myself and other people. and let myself feel. intensely. and with abandonment.
… with L-O-V-E
PS – i watched ‘this is it’ for the 3rd time. and now, as i am writing these words, i am reminding myself of Amsterdam: ‘… i guess i just did not recognize you with your cloth on…’ [from Celebration by Madonna]
