Monthly Archives: November 2008

10 reasons why i should kill myself

1) i can not pull myself out of the hole i am in right now 2) i have no value to society 3) i am about to mess my son’s entire life 4) i can not connect to other people … Continue reading

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i am moving out

here i am now. one year after i decided and i will live as a gay man, i am moving out of my home and breaking away with my old life. it feels so lonely and as if i am … Continue reading

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well, last night i finally went to queens club. it was an event, ‘gay fetish’ with four actual porn stars, among whom francesco d’macho and demian cross. the other two i did not like, so it will not worth mentioning. … Continue reading

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