i had a date today. with a libra. it has mismatch written all over it. and i don’t like this idea. he is cute, very intelligent, good-looking and 10 years younger.
i, on the other hand, am not so good looking, not that intelligent, into totally different things and 10 years older.
i asked him for a second date and i am so afraid he will say no. i hope at least he will have the guts to tell me to my face. i can take it.
i like him.
[later edit] the second date is not going to take place. i decided i am not ready for anything. no more dates for me.
[another edit] i wish i knew when am i’ll to be ready? at 50? at 60? damn it!
[the final update] i tried to mend it but the damage was understandably too big. however, a teachable moment for me.