a good friend of mine, you know who you are, made me question my love for him. well, she says that you can not tell that you love somebody and can not live without him, if have not sent enough time with him. and that made realize that all in all i spent about 7 hours with him. in 9 month. we never fell asleep in each others arms, we never had breakfast together. we never went shopping. we never watched a movie together. we never woke up in bed with a wood and we never had sex together. i am so relieved. now i can let go and move one with ease. thank you, C!
now, off to Grey’s Anatomy and a good night sleep. all by myself. a bliss.