reset

it hurt, i did not enjoy it and he wants to meet me again. he is very sexy, dark completion, very manly and hung. i like him but it was just bad timing. i did not plan for sex and it happened and i was lousy. he started to repeat what he though i would wish/want/need to hear: ‘you are a sexy, handsome man’. it disssapoints me when people feel the need to do that. well, i know my worth very well and you don’t need to lie to me. just shut up. and fuck me, if the case may be. that happened 4 month after the last time i had sex. i was aiming for 6 month. hah, what a joke. reset.