different

i met him online. then i met him face to face at the hotel where he was staying.
he was nice. we chatted for an hour or so, then he invited me to his room upstairs, to “fuck my brains out”. and so he did. it was perhaps a bit too rough for me at times, with no lube at all, but i liked it. it was something i can not describe. and even if he was tough with me, and at times it hurt like hell, he was considerate with me. he took his time, he went past my inherent inabilities and made it right.
most probably i will never see him again, but i will remember him for sure.