Author Archives: xavier_j

amends with my fling

dragul meu, intai, trebuie sa sti ca am decis sa repostez povestea mea cu tine si dialogul de pe gayromeo. consider ca este cinstit asa. nu exista motive pentru care ar trebui sa fac o exceptie in acest caz, al … Continue reading

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the sequel

i need to keep this going. i had my first session with the therapist. it did not go well or at least that is what i think of it. she told me to think about my need for therapy. after … Continue reading

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povestea mea

La mine coming-out-ul a concis cu acceptarea orientarii sexuale. In momentul in care am ales sa recunosc ca sunt gay, am hotarat ca pot si vreau sa fiu out. Spun recunosc, pentru ca mi-a luat vreo 20 de ani sa … Continue reading

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i am not arrogant.

for a very strange reason that i can not grasp, people think i am arrogant. i swear i am not arrogant. it is not my intention at all. i try to be humble as much as i can. i go … Continue reading

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letters to the editor

Dear Anonymous, se presupune ca toata lumea stie ca eu sunt gay pentru ca eu am ales sa fie asa. Fara sa fac ceva special pentru asta, mai devreme sau mai tarziu toti cei care ma cunosc, au sansa sa … Continue reading

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i am moving out

here i am now. one year after i decided and i will live as a gay man, i am moving out of my home and breaking away with my old life. it feels so lonely and as if i am … Continue reading

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awkward

well, last night i finally went to queens club. it was an event, ‘gay fetish’ with four actual porn stars, among whom francesco d’macho and demian cross. the other two i did not like, so it will not worth mentioning. … Continue reading

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different

i met him online. then i met him face to face at the hotel where he was staying. he was nice. we chatted for an hour or so, then he invited me to his room upstairs, to “fuck my brains … Continue reading

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give it to me

well, i did it. i went in da club! yeay… after i made shit happen (literally), i decided it was the time to go in da club. and so i went in purple. i actually arrived there early and i stayed … Continue reading

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XXL

eu port camasi XXL in general. cand cumpar chiloti, tot dupa XXL mai uit. cand caut un barbat ca sa mi-o trag, ei, bine, marimea incepe sa nu aiba asa mare importanta. sau are? am avut norocul ca fac sex … Continue reading

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