Tag Archives: fool as one can be

body shaming

Posted on June 6, 2018 by xavier_j

I hated my body for as long as I can remember. My father body shamed me all the time. I was skinny and tall. Then somebody at school started calling me ‘the skeleton’. I tried to live with all of … Continue reading →

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You knocked me off my feet

Posted on May 16, 2018 by xavier_j

I am falling. He doesn’t know. He doesn’t care. He’s just not into me. We had sex and it blew my mind. I have no idea how it was for him. We slept together. Like, we took a nap in … Continue reading →

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to clear the air

Posted on March 9, 2016 by xavier_j

on the subject of my relationships, or lack of: I never had a relationship with a man ever upto today march 9, 2016. there were three attempts and a failure to lauch that just failed today. so I actually have … Continue reading →

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Aftermath

Posted on January 17, 2015 by xavier_j

we reconnected on gayromeo. i was about to close my account when he asked me if i am still single. then he disclosed who he was and i remembered. i said i wanted to meet him. and then i f**ked … Continue reading →

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reset

Posted on February 24, 2010 by xavier_j

it hurt, i did not enjoy it and he wants to meet me again. he is very sexy, dark completion, very manly and hung. i like him but it was just bad timing. i did not plan for sex and … Continue reading →

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sex in trei

Posted on October 15, 2009 by xavier_j

citeam asta. sunt putin stresat in seara asta si am cautat sa citesc ceva despre subiect: sex in trei. tocmai am constatat ca nu am pe nimeni cu care sa discut chestiile astea. prin urmare iar sunt singur in fata … Continue reading →

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my take on bisexuals

Posted on October 10, 2009 by xavier_j

i just had sex with my second self identified bisexual. sure he has a 7.5 in dick and he was everything i like in a fuck buddy. but he has no bedside manners. i did not feel a thing, he … Continue reading →

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the worst time to fall in love

Posted on September 1, 2009 by xavier_j

Valentine’s Day 2010: maybe too critical, lapse emotionally and too weak to perform, e.i. the worst time to fall in love. I will be staying home by myself.

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the disadvantage of being alone

Posted on July 30, 2009 by xavier_j

i just realized a major disadvantage of being alone. i ate and as result, unbeknownst to me, i left some tomato sauce and something else around my month. i carried that throughout my entire walk downtown. no one said a … Continue reading →

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