Tag Archives: schizoid personality

Forget you

Posted on February 21, 2015 by xavier_j

… i want, as if you were never born, as if we wouldn’t have met. i am numb, i am sad almost all the time and i miss you. i miss the possibility of us together. i miss your wits, … Continue reading →

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conditional

Posted on September 27, 2012 by xavier_j

love is something very relative to me. Apparently my subconscious desires it. I think that being loved is a validation of oneself. So, the thinking is: do I need to be validated? I need to understand if validations of oneself … Continue reading →

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Day 11 – A picture of you and your friends

Posted on April 6, 2011 by xavier_j

This one is easy. I do not have friends so I do not have a picture of me and my friends.

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the sequel

Posted on February 8, 2009 by xavier_j

i need to keep this going. i had my first session with the therapist. it did not go well or at least that is what i think of it. she told me to think about my need for therapy. after … Continue reading →

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i fucked things up as i always do

Posted on July 17, 2008 by xavier_j

he is a nice guy or so it seems, sofisticated, been around the block and further. has a partner and is looking for friends, or so he says. i liked the pictures he sent me. cute, attractive body, sporty attituide. … Continue reading →

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