Tag Archives: alone

two weeks

long story short: i meet people and i can not seem to keep them in my life for more than two weeks on average. since all just disappear without a word, i could only figure out that it is a … Continue reading

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the worst time to fall in love

Valentine’s Day 2010: maybe too critical, lapse emotionally and too weak to perform, e.i. the worst time to fall in love. I will be staying home by myself.

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My Left Leg

PS – btw, this is my 100th post.

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the disadvantage of being alone

i just realized a major disadvantage of being alone. i ate and as result, unbeknownst to me, i left some tomato sauce and something else around my month. i carried that throughout my entire walk downtown. no one said a … Continue reading

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mixed feelings once again

i am sad because i am o the brink of losing two recent friends, both at once. i over exposed them to my inner emotions and i got them tired of my ups and downs.a week from now i will … Continue reading

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if i, will i

if i wake up now will i have enough time to live if i stand up now will i have the strength to make it if i speak now will anybody listen to my words if i kill myself now … Continue reading

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it was a afternoon, about 31 year ago. i would take a nap in the afternoon. my mother was around me at all times. i have never before been alone at home. my mother was with me at all times, … Continue reading

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a murit sora mamei mele

sunt nesimtit. nu simt nimic. nici compasiune, macar pentru mama care a fost foarte apropiata de sora ei mai mare. astept sa vad cum va reactiona mama in zilele si saptamanile urmatoare. avand in vedere ca de zece ani traieste … Continue reading

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i am moving out

here i am now. one year after i decided and i will live as a gay man, i am moving out of my home and breaking away with my old life. it feels so lonely and as if i am … Continue reading

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