Yearly Archives: 2009

Where would you wish to wake up tomorrow ?

Posted on July 24, 2009 by xavier_j

… in my bed with someone special by my side

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mixed feelings once again

Posted on July 21, 2009 by xavier_j

i am sad because i am o the brink of losing two recent friends, both at once. i over exposed them to my inner emotions and i got them tired of my ups and downs.a week from now i will … Continue reading →

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explanation to a very big embarrassment

Posted on July 17, 2009 by xavier_j

i need to explain myself even if this will not change your take on me: not even to this day do I know where Harman is, for instance. I spend way too many summer vacations in Brasov and unfortunately i … Continue reading →

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comment to a link on FB to “personal spectator”

Posted on July 16, 2009 by xavier_j

here it goes:“sometimes it takes a proposal like that to give you a jolt to change. something that shackes everything inside of you and makes you see yourself as you are. i should add that she will be more confident … Continue reading →

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good things happen to those who wait?!

Posted on July 5, 2009 by xavier_j

it happened after nearly 6 month. i had sex. for many people and the majority of gay men this may not be that unusual. oh, or it is. 6 month? ‘wtf is wrong with you, man?’ would be the standard … Continue reading →

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patience

Posted on June 15, 2009 by xavier_j

i think his patience is running thin and i am afraid to lose him. i managed to disappoint him a great deal with all the stupid things i said lately. he is someone that remained with me throughout my depression … Continue reading →

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strange sensations

Posted on June 5, 2009 by xavier_j

i had a very strange experience last night. it was supposed to be a toy play. i brought my entire collection. but we ended up in a long 69 and then something strange happened. we just held each other and … Continue reading →

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Gay Fest Parade 2009

Posted on May 24, 2009 by xavier_j

it was the first time for me. a friend suggested i leave the car parked at the arrival point. and so i did. then i went back to Piata Unirii and had a chance to see the police presence on … Continue reading →

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i love you

Posted on May 8, 2009 by xavier_j

ce-ar fi daca i-as spune ‘te iubesc’. bine, de fapt nu chiar asa. ci mai dergraba ceva de genul ‘sti, cred ca m-am indragostit de tine’. doar ca il cunosc de vreo cateva luni si l-am vazut prima data pe … Continue reading →

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my gods

Posted on May 8, 2009 by xavier_j

i would like to have one god to care about me. to teach me how to behave, to teach me what to say, to spend time with me because i am alone. perhaps this would be the god of lonelyness.i … Continue reading →

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