Author Archives: xavier_j

horny

i am freaked out. for the past week or so i have been so horny. even at work i could barely bear it. i do not undersrand what is going on. i suspect i may be coming down with something. … Continue reading

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Hold my hand

I keep wondering what is holding me back. I am told that when you like a guy, you go talk to him. Just like that. I say: easier said than done. I am thinking about this and I came to … Continue reading

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self-service sex

yesterday i had sex with myself in almost 7 month. for the first time i got to appreciate it, besides enjoying it. it occurred to me that it is satisfying, it does not cost much and it is immediate. it … Continue reading

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new year’s resolutions

In no particular order: spend more time with my son. he is priority #1 when it comes to men. keep a rigorous diet to get me those elusive 6pack abs keep the course at work (after all i won the … Continue reading

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why i fell out of love for you

right then, after i finished reading all the posts from your blog, the magic was broken forever. i knew right then and there that something is wrong. it took me several month to figure out your games. it was all … Continue reading

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once you go black…

Man, that thing was big. Thick and maybe a bit too long. And the conversation before the ‘rolling’ was good. The guy is every gay man’s dream: intelligent and hung. As for me, well, I reset the dry period timer after about … Continue reading

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rejection: what to do about it

nothing. suck it! move on! don’t look back.

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rejection: how it’s done

i have been rejected. almost all the time. from my father who wished i was different, to my mother who wanted a girl, to the last guy that i spoke with. for me the experience was different every time. in … Continue reading

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the old fashion way

As i was entering the movie theater with my girlfriends, i stared for a brief few seconds. he smiled. he was wearing a light blue tshirt with a red heart painted on his chest. the flipflops reveaked some sexy pair … Continue reading

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love may have been wasted

what if for the past year i may have been obsesing for the wrong man while the true one may have passed by me into another’s arms and we may have been condmned to a life long unhappiness?

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