… what’s important…
- 30-days
- alone
- amends
- bisexual
- change
- child
- coming out
- dad
- decision
- down and out
- failure to launch
- fool as one can be
- fortune cookie of the day
- friends
- gayromeo
- gays do it better
- gay would do it better
- god
- here and now
- hope
- idiot
- joystick (sounds sooo corny, I know)
- lifelike self-pleasuring implements
- little bear
- love
- meaningless coincidences
- meme
- moderation
- out of stock
- pride
- queer as folk
- relief
- schizoid personality
- signs
- size
- take the money and run
- tata
- the irresistible force
- the unmovable object
- things i should not say to *
- vulnerability
- what i want
- why
- xxl
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… for the gay folk …
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Author Archives: xavier_j
On Empathy
I used to struggle with it. I was unaware of others and I still am most of the time. What I discovered recently is that when I pay attention I have, it seems, the ability to understand and see the … Continue reading
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Tagged courage, empathy, extrovert, love, superpower
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the insecure alpha
don’t hold my hand, don’t touch me and, god forbid, never kiss me in public. you would ask why? well, his rationale is that people seeing us will figure out we are gay and would reckon that i am tye … Continue reading
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Tagged idiot, lifelike self-pleasuring implements, take the money and run
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I should keep my mouth shut
The Unmovable Object just moved far far away. And now all I need to do is resist the urge to contact him. That is how he works. But that is how it is not working for me. I need him … Continue reading
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Tagged 30-days, bisexual, decision, down and out, failure to launch, the irresistible force, the unmovable object
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body shaming
I hated my body for as long as I can remember. My father body shamed me all the time. I was skinny and tall. Then somebody at school started calling me ‘the skeleton’. I tried to live with all of … Continue reading
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Tagged change, child, fool as one can be, here and now, hope, size, tata
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The Irresistible Force met the Unmovable Object
he is too distant. i am too pushy. or too insistent. or i just try too hard. i really liked him. i still do. but is a post too far and i can’t reach it. he just won’t call, or … Continue reading
You knocked me off my feet
I am falling. He doesn’t know. He doesn’t care. He’s just not into me. We had sex and it blew my mind. I have no idea how it was for him. We slept together. Like, we took a nap in … Continue reading
Meaningless Coincidences
a weekend to remember. filled with meaningless coincidences but relaxed and gay. yeah, he is good looking. ok! he is hot. all right! i fell. i am falling. it will go away. he is not going to call. or text. … Continue reading
my ex
8 month. to the day. the 5th day of the month. we met. we broke up. I was reluctant. i know i am insecure and sexually unfulfilled so a relationship would have been a disaster. because my mother and my … Continue reading
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i heart u
the t-shirt. did not see at first. i was way too much into his eyes and smile. our bodies touched for a brief moment and i felt his bulge, actually his erection right on my butt chic. oh, hello! he … Continue reading
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Tagged size, take the money and run, things i should not say to *, vulnerability, what i want
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to clear the air
on the subject of my relationships, or lack of: I never had a relationship with a man ever upto today march 9, 2016. there were three attempts and a failure to lauch that just failed today. so I actually have … Continue reading
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Tagged alone, failure to launch, fool as one can be, love, out of stock
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